June 2011
one day, i know i’ll get better. i know i’ll get out of this hole i’ve dug myself into. i know one day i’ll be as strong as people say i am.
when i’m around you, everything goes away. i get a glimpse of what it’s like to be happy again. even when we’re wrestling eachother or you’re squeezing my knee until i scream, i’m happy. even if you’re yelling at me to get off your porch or out of your room, i love every second i spend with you. being with you can make my worst day turn into a great day. when...
come back to me, it's almost easy.
i finally feel like i could be good enough for someone. please, don’t ruin it.
i just want to be happy again.
today i walked into black diamond in the moorestown mall for the first time in over a year, and i almost broke down in tears. my eyes got all watery and my hands were shaking and i was blinking like crazy and thinking too much for my own good. the first time i ever went to that skatepark was with vince & his mom. that was back before it was black diamond, & the store connected to another...
i’m sitting here thinking about everything & nothing. i’m thinking about my best friend abby, and how beautiful she is. she is so skinny and amazing and i’m thinking about how bad i probably look next to her. she gets all the guys and she is wonderful. i’m thinking about the people i hate and how i never want to see any of them again, but i know once school starts up...
so what else did you lie to me about? tell me, i'm...
