April 2011
i hate thinking because i always OVERthink.
i just really need to get this out.
you understand everything about me. you get my issues and my insecurities and my pain. you completley understand. i know you so well, like the back of my hand. you know everything about me. i love you to death, but not in the way that counts. when i talk to him, the first thing that pops into my mind is “he doesn’t understand.” try as hard as...
i just want to be enough for him.
People are always telling me to smile, like...
i'm sorry.. i really am.
my dream last night:
it was me, jose, and will. they drove up to my house and i ran over to will and gave him a big hug. then they came inside, and we were just chillin’ there untill my parents came home. me & will were just laying in my bed sleeping. sleeping in the most innocence of the phrase, like what one would do at naptime in kindergarden. i’m not sure where jose was in this part. but then he...
please stop.
you’re scaring me. do you even have the slightest idea of how much you mean to me? you mean a lot to me. a very lot. you’re scaring me so much right now. 8:30 was the last time you texted me. you said you wished you could die. holy shit holy shit holy shit holy shit. i’m not goona be able to sleep. i need to know that you’re ok. please be ok. i’m so close to going...
kool story, bro.
tell it again.
several-miles-fromthesun asked: are you still at home?? What was the deal with your last post?
so i was getting a ride home from will today, and nick & dylan were in the back seat. they were messing with me and i’m trying to listen to eminem up in the front. so nick changes the song and after a few seconds of badly mixed crap, it says I JUST HAD SEX! and then after more stuff, it was like IT FELT SO GOOD WHEN I DID IT WITH MY PENIS. i was like whhat the hell kinnda song is this?
she said i wouldn’t be “allowed” to leave. so what? i don’t have to be “allowed” to do anything, i’ll just do it. all week i’ve been planning my escape from this place. i know how to do it. i want to. god i want to so bad. get me out of here.
Dear Gina,
Not everything goes as we plan, but we always pray to have people that will be there, that will help us stick through these times. I want you to know that I will ALWAYS be there for you. Through everything (:
-Love Abby P.
and i'll be fine, you'll be fine. is this fine?...
Cross the line if you feel sad, but you don't know...
i love how you’ve been practically ignoring me all week. you complain and complain and complain that we never get to hang out. well, asshole, i was free on friday & most of saturday, but YOU didn’t answer your phone. YOU never called or texted me back. looks like it’s YOUR fault this time. not mine.
8591) If you really know me you would not want to...
this. ohmygod this.
young love is such dumb love, call it what you...
perpetualblyss asked: I read your "about me" we sound so much of the same it's scary! LOL(:
Anonymous asked: fuck off gryfindor.
you said you were proud of me for telling you everything, you gave me a hug and told me you loved me. i made you a promise. and i broke it.
