to be completley one hundred percent honest, i love you. i love your smile, and your laugh, and how you always make me laugh too. i love how your eyes are the prettiest blue/green color i’ve ever seen. i love that you speak portugese and how you have a funny accent sometimes. i love the smell of your clothes. i love how you’re short and skinny but also really strong. you don’t care if you get in trouble, and you’re proud of me when i skip class. i love how you’re not embarrased to be with me with your friends. i love how you can usually see through my act but you always seem to tell when i don’t wanna talk about it. i love that you’re a complete loser but you’re also kool in some ways. i love how nobody knows who you are. i love that you know when to be serious even though you’re always joking around. i love when you come up behind me and hug me, even though it usualy scares me. i love your hugs and your kisses. i love that you’re loud but also quiet. that you threaten to beat up pedro every time we play bloody quarters because my hands are always bleeding. i love that you’re a complete video game nerd. i love the stupid arguments we get in because we’re both so stubborn. i love how you put up with me and my crazy friends. they like you. i love that you love me even though we don’t always say “i love you.” i love that we’re honest with eachother. you’re not afraid to say that i piss you off and i’m not afraid to tell you exactly why i wanna kill you some days. i love how you’ll follow me to my classes sometimes. i love that you’re so oblivious to other girls when they clearly like you. i love that we’re always joking around. i love that i can call you my boyfriend. i love you, and no one else.
She said that she wanted to get high. He took her to the tallest hill in town. She said that she wanted to stay up all night and drink. He gave her a 12 pack of caffeinated Pepsi and said "drink up." She said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face. He gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face, and helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself. He took a Polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors, and had her cut it up. She said that she wanted to see her blood. He took her to get her ears pierced. She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep. He had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. She said that she wanted to be alone. He gave her a name tag that said "My name is: Alone." She said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her, always. He asked when he wasn't.
Have you ever had that best guy friend, the one that you could tell everything to? You can be yourself around him. Not wear makeup, have crazy hair, and he doesn't care. You laugh at the same jokes, and argue like siblings. But you're scared, scared to death. That one day, he will leave you. Walk out of your life, because he found someone better. A better best friend, a better person. Hold onto the precious moments, because sadly, they won't last forever.